health care policy

I already am paid so low comparatively to others that it doesnt matter to me much. Although taxes this year were painful nonetheless.
David is absolutely livid about the bill which he feels will decrease his productivity which in a state of rising costs we dont need. I think its a good bill but ultimately who will pay for all these things. I see so many patients trying to sneak on disability its scary.
Many people were placed on it already when they get to you- you just have no say in whether they continue on or off.

Maggie had some constipation this week on rice cereal and banana. I have scaled back and added dilute prune juice which online people and Dr.Sears said to give 1:1 but we are giving more like 1:3 prune juice versus water. She had a big poop today and now is all smiles. People at work some waited until 6 months for starting cereal and some people never started their kids on it.
I guess I could have skipped this step.

This weekend was a mess but Ill talk about it another time. I have some surveys to do and some breast milk although drying up at fifth month to pump. Ouch! Ava Maggie is squeezing my right biceps as I type. She also will grab the rice bowl as you are eating and plunk! there goes a piece of curried beef. This weekend was spent foraging for vegan people mom and Gloria. There was a lot of foraging time consuming going on and we got locked out late on Sunday. I chipped my tooth on SUnday - later on found out it was a cavity filling and had to take part of Monday off to see a dentist. Its hard to find a good one! Mike went to a party on Sunday and watched a movie. Not very eventful for me.ON the flip side, David had a great vacation in Boston at conference. Next time I'm going away!... yeah right. Not going to happen- would be beset with guilt.

Enrolling Ava Maggie in dentla insurance. Had forgotten to add her to my plan.
Upcoming expenses- son for summer camp and fixing the air conditioning which since it is central will cost a pretty penny. Plus the faucet in the kitchen will not stop dripping. We need to empty the bin constantly.
Maggies favorite flavor is her right hand and her index finger. Yum!

Working and taking care of Maggie

I take care of her at nights still. Some nights are worse than others.
She sometimes sleeps thru the entire night and some days is awake a few times.
During the day she usually likes to leave me squishy presents- like poopy ones but she likes to smile as she is leaving them. Usually I can only tell by the pungent smell.
Otherwise there is no other clue the present is there.

David likes to refer to himself as the janitor and I am the night watchman- and we take care of Queen Maggie and King Michael. They have full room service although sometimes they complain and obviously we are bad servants who dont deserve a tip sometimes.

Queen Maggie started rice cereal this week and likes it. I have to add some oatmeal or mixed cereal next week. Cant wait to give her regular food! She already looks hungrily at what we eat with great interest. I would like to give her food off my plate but the dentist just told me today that causes cavities since I have cavities.

Since I have gone back to work I have noticed she is quieter, and some rashes on her face nad her bottom have popped up. I think the babysitter is being lazy but I cant really tell. I need to get some nannycams off ebay. I feel guilty but what can I do. I have bills to pay and stuff to buy every week. Its expensive to live here. Already many of my patients switched off my panel- about 30 on one insurance and some blame me for taking time off. One is so angry she calls me eggroll behind my back.
Its the working moms dilemma. Youre damned if you do and damned if you dont.
Ive cleaned her and now I can bask in the early spring sunshine lovely. Its 6pm and there is still this nice yummy yellow sunniness coming in thru the windows. Very nice! I just need a cookie and ice cream now.